Okay, so I have lost my camera cord somewhere and am not able to download any pictures from the last month to update my blog with, so I decided to do a little post about me. I always do posts of my kids, holidays, trips, and some miscellaneous things, but I have never done a post on me. Most of you know me, but I don't think you really know me. So here it is, a post of crazy facts about me. Feel free to judge but know that one day my kids might just read this and have better understanding of their crazy mom. Also, if any of you feel like putting your stuff all out on the table like I am today, I would love to get to know you all better too. So here goes...
* My favorite color is deep purple. it just makes me feel good inside
* I crave doughnuts all the time, especially the ones with chocolate icing. YUM!
* I hate clam chowder with a passion. always have, always will.
* absolutely scared to death of spiders , but can handle the teeny tiny ones.
* Love Mountain Dew
* Have a very special place in my heart for animals. would love to adopt them all and get rid of euthanizing. It breaks my heart.
* I get teary eyed over feel good commercials and when someone wins or is given something very special. I am so happy for them.
* I look up to Ellen DeGeneres. She is always trying to help someone in need.
* I watch reality television and actually quite like the drama, even if its fake. Its entertaining for me.
* My favorite movies are comedy and romantic comedy. I love to laugh til my guts hurt, but also have that warm fuzzy feeling in my soul.
* I watch scary movies through the cracks in my fingers as I cover my eyes. Yes, I actually feel safer that way. A blanket helps too. LOl!
* I think Sean Connery is one sexy old man. His voice is amazing. Yep, he's my movie star crush.
* I like to read, but don't love it. The book has to capture me in the first chapter or its over for me, but once i get started on a good book, i finish it in a day or two.
* I could spend all day at a zoo.
* A horrible swimmer, but I try.
* Love that my kids think I can do anything.
* Hate being around negative people. They just bring me down.
* Had both of my children natural with no epidural. It was the most painful pain I have ever felt in my life. Also the biggest accomplishment I have ever done. I plan on doing it again and again. I figure if I've done it twice already , whats a few more times.
* Got to tell my mom how much I love her, what a great mom she was,and how proud I was to have her as my mom, and then helplessly watched her take her last breath in front of myself, and my brothers, sisters, and dad. I'd never seen anyone die before that. An experience I hope none of you have to go through in your life.
* Went through a spout of depression that I hid very well.
* Started sleeping with the television on so it would help drown all the sad, scary, and confusing thoughts that started going through my head after she died. I still sleep with the t.v. on and its been almost 4 years.
* I had dreams about her for 2 straight years that were confusing, and exhausting for me. I still have them once in a while .
* I stay up til 2 or 3 in the morning cause I can't sleep, but don't dare take sleeping aids cause I'm scared I'll get hooked.
* I check on my kids 4 to 5 times a night. I'm just always worried something will happen.
* Can not have my leg, arm, foot, elbow, or any part of my body hanging off the side of my bed. The boogie monster lives under there! Yes, its true. It has bothered me ever since I watched Freddy Kruger when I was younger. Hahahahah!
* I am absolutely scared to die. I wonder if it will hurt. I think about it all the time.
* Absolutely believe in Heaven, which brings me peace of mind.
* Am not active in the church like I should be. Simply have my priorities switched around when it comes to Sunday. That is our day to go fishing. One day it will change.
* Want to be sealed in the Temple with my husband and children.
* Would love to have 4 kids.
* Want to travel the world when my husband retires.
* Have only dated and kissed one boy my whole life, who I happened to marry and have been with for 13 years. When I met him, I knew he was the one for me. Simple as that.
* Got sprayed by a skunk when i was in 2nd grade. Mistake it for my cat. Big oops!
* I actually do care what people think of me. I try not to but it's hard for me.
* My feelings get hurt very easy.
* I don't like crying in front of people. I cry silently.
* I'm so tired of funerals. We have one or two every year guaranteed.
* I miss my Grandpa Miller's laugh and toothless smile.
* I don't like to be around my 3 step sisters that much.
* I wish my dad would have took his time getting remarried, but am grateful he's not alone.
* I love camping, fishing , and hunting.
* Am so thankful for growing up in the country and doing the crappy little jobs dad made us do. Such as, potato harvest, moving pipe, picking large rocks from the field,and picking potato beetles from the potato plants.
* I love doing hair and enjoyed beauty school, but hate working in a salon with all the drama that follows.
* I want to do more with friends.
* I have 2 butterfly tattoos on the right side of my back and plan on getting more. Even though it hurt, I enjoyed getting them done.
* Never smoked or done any drugs
* Have never been drunk or experienced a hang over. Never wanted too.
* Got breast implants when i was 26 and it was the best thing I have ever done for myself. One regret, that I didn't do it earlier.
* Absolutely love my nieces and nephews and enjoy all of their different personalities.
* I respect the gay/lesbian people. I think that just because you love someone the same sex as you, doesn't mean your a bad person.
* I don't carry a tune very well, but love to belt out my favorite songs as loud as I can. My poor kids. LOL!
* Too shy to dance in public, but love to shake my booty in my kitchen. Oh yeah!
* Love to stick my face in flowers and smell as hard as i can to take it all in. Thank goodness I don't have allergies.
* Kiss my animals constantly. Love that my little poodle Twitch, sleeps right next to me, along with my cat Nebo. I don't know what I'll do without them.
* Secretly cuddle my chickens. I love them.
* I love reading my friends blogs.
* I can't wait to hold and smell my next baby.
* My main goal in life is to have a successful marriage and be the best mom that I know how to be. Just to be happy.
So, there it is. My little facts about me. That's who I am.
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